Oct 19, 2010


Well I'm pretty much speechless at the moment. I figured the best way to cure that was to write a blog! Similar to the last blog, I should be sooo freakin happy at the moment but I've just found a way to focus on the negatives. I don't want to, but subconsciously I think I've been trained to. Funny how things can change so quickly, whether you want them to or not. That's life.
I'm really happy at the moment but most of all scared. Scared of being hurt. No, scrap that. I don't care what happens to me, I honestly don't, I would die if that meant that my friends and family would live happily. Call me insane, cause that's all I've got. People say I like and love too easily. But I ask them what's so wrong with that?
Is it so wrong to like someone for who they are, is it so wrong to love someone for always being themselves? It's not wrong to accept someone. When someone accepts you, you will appreciate them forever.
Life is like a puzzle. Until you find that final piece you wont ever feel like you fit in. You won't ever feel complete. I've been told my whole life that I'm selfish. I try so hard not to be. Just gotta hope things will eventually swing my way. On that note, I'm not going to end on the same note because I'm not the same person anymore. I hang around with a whole new crew. But won't ever stop chilling with Ridha. God love that kid. Cause I sure as heck do, missed you so much bro, good to have you back.